So, absolutely no anxiety about the Lupron UNTIL right before I pushed it in and then the realization of 'THIS IS SO FREAKING UNNATURAL- TO STAB MYSELF' hit and I had a minor anxiety attack until I finally freaking did it after several minutes, then remembered that it is a tiny needle and it really isn't that bad. Tomorrow, hopefully, I will not delay in my craziness and JUST DO IT ALREADY!!!!
Then sitting here tonight, I thought, OMG - I have to go through LABOR again. THAT hurts! What was I thinking!?
I am actually really glad to be at this point....REALLY getting started on the important stuff. Getting my body ready to carry 1-2 babies that will create a family WITH children to love. Exciting stuff! It really is amazing to be able to be give my body to help others in this way.
Her Only Solace Was Action
9 months ago